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Catch me if u can~
Saturday, September 23, 2006
Back frm Jurong. Went to visit granny. Now in the midst of preparing for next week's trip to Nippon.
Had a phone conversation on thurs nite wif one of my close frens, the one who truly care. Kept thinkin abt wad he said. Realised that I always fail to see the opposite side of the mirror. My perspective is very narrow. He tokked me to my senses. However, some very harsh remarks like " you're screwed", "obsessed" were used. That was quite demoralizing to me. I'm not crazy yet, I'm still sober and sane.
Pple misunderstand me cos' I always keep to myself. They do not know wad I'm thinkin. Normal frens can't b bothered, but true frens pull u outta the hole. It takes ten times the effort to help someone then to harm someone. But in this long run, how many r truly willin n able to help u if u dun help urself.
The saying goes stop thinking abt the past, look to the future. However, I'm always reminded of the bitter past. It's either bcos' I nva try, or that the more I try, the deeper I fall under.
I need a listenin ear..
If I dun try, I will nva know..
the ball bounced @ 9/23/2006 11:32:00 AM
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