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Sunday, January 30, 2005

Finally, CNY shopping's finished for this year. Went to Bugis Junction to hunt for nicey nicey clothes. The weather's hot, so berms instead of jeans for CNY lol. Wanted to buy more, but over budget. What to do? I never did any part-time job this year, so no extra cash to get myself what I want. Hmm... 3 berms, 1 t-shirt, tt's abt it I guess. Will buy more if I have time and money. Right now, the next on my wants list would be a Nike Dunk......been dreaming abt it since last year November, would be great if I can owe a pair myself b4 CNY.

Okie, gonna get ready for log comm duties tmr in TP pageant. Hope I dun sia suay myself or make any silly mistakes.

dere r sum other things I can tok abt, but I feel da time's not ripe yet.
dere's a phrase I learnt dis week, n' it's quite amusing n' interestin',
"yi ba gen ni slap guo qu"... haha hahaha

the ball bounced @ 1/30/2005 09:57:00 PM

Saturday, January 29, 2005

I am sick of the silence, sick of the ignorance, and even more tired of the obliviousness.

the ball bounced @ 1/29/2005 10:37:00 PM

It's been a long time since I changed my blogskin. With CNY, why not?

3d2n orientation camp ended with no lasting impressions. Could it be because certain people are not around? Well I must admit food comm hasn't been a very happening bunch, cos' we didn't join the GLs for jam&hop or mass dance. Milo mugging was enough to steal our night away from us.

Food makes us fat
(Fat Fat FatX4)X3 Fat
Food makes u fat
(Fat Fat FatX4)X3 Fat
Food Comm will make u fat
(Fat FAt Fatx4)X3 Fat
Food Comm will serve u X3
FOOD

We'r gonna S-S-E-E-R-V-E
We'r gonna M-M-A-A-K-K-E
We'r gonna serve, make and feed u food
Food Comm Food Comm serve the best X2
Yum......(yam..yam..yam..yam~~~~~~~~)
Meeeeee

It was back to projects after otc. Juz felt sleepy during the project discussions, couldn't concentrate. My proj teammates told me to wear semi-formal, den I followed suit, only to find out they were wearing jeans and t-shirts, dotx dotx dotx...

Friday got log comm meeting for TP Pageant. Got to see most of the finalists, juz one thought-- didn't know wad the sponsors were lookin' for. Some of their confidence level C.M.I, mayb abit higher than mine lol. Got to meet sunny, the joker from BIT, yeah, he's really quite funny, cos' his mind spins so fast as he drilled the contestants.

Sianzzz, today other than doing blog, still doing blog, until it was finalized a few hours ago. Think I owe someone a treat now. Big mouth la me. But wad to do, my blog is so quiet and unpopular, so muz do some promotion n' puclicity lol.

Eric, it's not always a good thing to find fault in someone. Rather than criticize their errs, why not pay abit more attention to their wows. So wat if that person is materialistic, as long as they earn their own money to satisfy their needs? So wat if that person is flirtatious, as long as they know how to control? So wat if...... It takes 2 hands to clap, learning to deal with the negatives will ultimately gain u more positives. Instead of changing the environment, y not adapt to the changing environment. Besides, the only constant is change.

the ball bounced @ 1/29/2005 10:18:00 PM

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the ball bounced @ 1/29/2005 12:31:00 PM

Saturday, January 15, 2005

Typing reports from this morning till the moment I left my house. Fingers aching. 3 reports to rush. Comm Skills 2 interview observer's report, structured self reflective journal, and lastly movie review report for leadership & character.

Hung out at the lounge after finishing all the submissions. Played pool with Fuad, noticed slight improvement in my techniques, not just straight shots aiming for last pods, but also slices for centre pods.

Spent some time with chee wee n' fuad at CPF Mac. Felt rather left out as they were discussing about their French cds, where I didn't know a thing about. ja malle yao ming. eh vou? bo(n) jo(u)r

the truth always hurts
live with passion, not fashion
be brave and volunteer yourself
cross over the road? don't cross over the road?

the ball bounced @ 1/15/2005 01:14:00 AM

Thursday, January 13, 2005

Interview observation...Leadership communication...Mohawk Walk...Lessons learnt...

Fingering, strumming, C A G...... making preparations , gearing up, for the ?unknown? . Talented? Not talented. Diligent? Definitely a slacker!!

marshmellow hungry, jit pua "zappua sang ji liap hum" char kuay teow.
marshmellow stupid, take LDRC cds.
marshmellow bored, WC3, R.O.S.E, maybe??

the ball bounced @ 1/13/2005 10:03:00 PM

Wednesday, January 12, 2005

Heaved a sigh of relief... less load on thy shoulders. Empathetic tutors, understanding wise men. Kind souls to thank for showing thee grace in rushing the project report. Interview was done with slight imperfections. Crossing fingers...hoping to get in. Games, iniative, expected commitments, in line waiting to prowl on tired prey n' gobble up. Procrastinator? Procrastinate not. Preacher? Do what thou preach not. Mentors? mentor thee not what thy seek, but what thou thinketh thee should act. No one's perfect, and so are thou.

mirror mirror on the wall,

who's the fattest of them all??

the ball bounced @ 1/12/2005 11:58:00 PM

Saturday, January 08, 2005

Feeling abit tipsy;2 glass of wine.

Juz returned from my family reunion dinner. The food was great. Especially the deep-fried noodles with gravy, n' the stir-fried hor fun, mmm... yummy. Had 2 glasses of wine to go with the food.

Afternoon was spent lying in my cosy bed, sleepin...

A very normal saturday for me. Stayed at home, n' did nothing much.

It was very enriching to chat wif Conan last night. I've so much to learn from him. He taught me the way. "Trust ur instincts, and confidence in yourself." "Care about how much u can do, how much you feel, n' leave out the rest." "Be yourself, that is irreplaceable." "Built room if none is available."

That's all for now. So long......

the ball bounced @ 1/08/2005 10:22:00 PM

Friday, January 07, 2005

Finally, I finished my resume and cover letter for my comm skills 2 assignment. Took me 3 hours to finish. Den as I proofread, I spotted lotsa mistakes like ommission of some vital info. But tt was after I had printed it. So I had to edit n' print again. Idiot!~ had to reprint 3 times before the piece was ~ready~ for submission.

And so, off I went to sch. Met cheewee n' his tpcp frens at the mushroom, but I told him tt I was in a hurry, n' left off. It was after I handed in my assignment, that I felt an offload of burden. Surpsisingly, I saw lim att he business entrance, n' my heart juz would't stop thumping. Thank heavens she didn't see me. But like I said, I WAS in a hurry, so couldn't be bothered with whoever stood in my way. "First Things First" ( sEven hAbits oF eFFective tEEnagers)

As I waited for bus 8 at the bus stop, someone called out to me. I looked at her, n' didn't recognise who izzit, until I kept hearing "fun camp" "fun camp". Orgh!~ the representative from Yas -dunno-what tt was supposed to help the empire buy food at Prime opp. the sch.

Halfway thru', chee wee pulled me away frm my small tok. Gosh!~ it's chee wee! I tot he left the sch? Den soon enough, I had to say goodbye to him, cos' my bus arrived liao. Haha~ as I was leaving, I quickly intro myself to his fren, n' sped off to board the bus to my next destination.

Kudos:
finished and submitted my assignment on time
seeing lim in sch
met chee wee's fren

Sucks:
didn't goto the lounge
didn't eat lunch
hungry

the ball bounced @ 1/07/2005 07:00:00 PM

Thursday, January 06, 2005

WEDNESDAY...
Was supposed to b in sch at 12pm. Shit ar!~ 10 minutes before 11, kenna stomacheache. Den after tt, need to do my hair before I leave the house.

My PCC tutor shifted the friday morning class to 3pm so tt we wouldn't need to go for early morning classes on fri. She told me b4hand tt, as Mrs. Thomas will be observing the whole class, my blue hair might b an issue. Stressed, I actually went to buy hair spray at TM the day before.

So u see, I spent my time "making" my hair look black before I left the house. But it seems tt the heavens juz didn't want my hair to be black. The first time I used a hair spray in my entire life. Initially, it started out fine, until I was trying to spray my fringe. Call me dumb if u like, cos' I accidentally stained my forehead n' even up abit the bridge of my nose, instead of spraying my fringe black!~ So fed up, den had to use soap n' shampoo to wash the stain off my forehead n' above nose. The second attempt I tried spraying while using my hand to cover my forehead. However, bloopers still happen, n' this time I stained part of my forehead, guess muz b my hand not big enough. Totally fed up, no more hair sprays, let it remain as it is, blue den blue lor. Heck lar-_-~

After I reached home at night, it was so horrible when I tried shampooing my hair. Black foams drop onto the floor!~. My palms looked a sickly black hue. ieeeeewww~~~disgusting*_*!

I swear tt after what happened, nv m I gonna use a hair spray again. Speaking of it, I wasted $8.80 on a stupid can of spray which gave me nothing but trouble. In the end, I juz stress myself, cos' Mrs. Thomas didn't even mention a dot abt my blue hair, though she was noticing me as I turned back to her during the class.

THURSDAY...
nothing much happened, except for food comm meeting at 6pm, which didn't start punctually. lasted abt 1h40min, concluded with decision make for food selection for breakfast/lunch/dinner.

strange how easy it is to develop positive affections for someone
wonder why am I always 1 pace behind
given hope, only to be disappointed
procrastinates about change, but just wants to remain status quo
his actions never speak louder than words
that's ME

the ball bounced @ 1/06/2005 10:19:00 PM

Tuesday, January 04, 2005

Thank goodness I'm able to witness the first dawn of 2005. My heart really goes out to the deceased of the destructive tsunami, as well as their family and loved ones.

Worked at my 120% capacity for the past few days, to rush peer notes for my project groups. Spent the whole afternoon on sunday finalising peer notes for Corp Comm, den slept only at 4am last night because I have not finished my notes for Comm Skills 2.

Actually went to my prev-sem classmate's house for a visit. We stay only walking distance away. I havn't been to his house since last august. As usual, he curse and swears whenever he dies or stumbles while playing his PS2 rpg game. haha~~ talk about a peaceful game. So, just to let somebody know, console games can also sometimes end up heated and hot, especially when you have to repeat the same stuff all over again (the reset button devil's advocate...), don't think that console games are always peaceful lol~.

Strange things happen, and there are usually no logical explanations for them. Went to TM to buy hair spray. Throughout the trip, felt lost. Loss of confidence. Loss of positivism. Loss of optimistism. The idea of self-worth totally drifted away from my min!~ Got uneasy feeling that something's not right, but can't tell what it is. Lasted for sometime.

At home now, the strange feeling's gone. Feel like myself again.

it takes a few seconds to like someone,
a few minutes to know someone,
a few days to love someone,
but it take forever to forget someone.

UNbelievable?? Believe it!

the ball bounced @ 1/04/2005 09:13:00 PM