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Catch me if u can~
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
Hello my friends!~ Finally, after a gruelling (pun intended) 8 days of mugging (pun intended), the exams are finally over, or I hope so... Havn't been really a nice kid this semester, gotta admit my priorities kept landing me in tight situations whereby there are do-or-die situations. One moment I'm out of the frying pan, the next moment I jump into another, of course not by my own will. They always say actions speak louder than words, but I beg to differ. It's often the thunderous and deafening decisions that shatter the brittle grounds of foundation known as friendship.
Gotta admit I didn't have a good weekend at all the past few days. One of the few times when I realise how helpless I am in such a scene. I could only do nothing but look helplessly with my eyes. Lifeless eyes, focusing on a lifeless object, heading for a lifeless place, and was gone. All the emotions, all the grieve, but I stood there, void of emotions and feelings...what's wrong with me?? I don't think I am that strong, sadness never engulfed me, but was overwhelmed by solemnity, so just continued being solemn, till the end of the ceremony.
SIP is coming up. SIP launch is next week. Before that, there are things waiting for me to do......
projects reports to be written...things to clear up...words to say...questions to ask...most importantly...is facing myself... facing the real me that I tried to escape from several times back. It's time...brace myself..
the ball bounced @ 9/13/2005 12:12:00 AM
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