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Thursday, August 11, 2005

Many a times...my classmates ask me, why do I take TPSU so seriously??
I would tell them...it's not about the SEAL points, it's not about the people, it's not about fame and fortune...it's about the PASSION. Truth is...I fought so hard to get in...n' no way am I gonna sit thru' dere like a log n' let the whole FY pass by. No way hoze!~ I dun wanna disappoint the committee, I dun wanna disappoint Sahf, all the more I dun wanna disappoint myself. That's right, I can never face my real self if I do not put in as much effort as I promised to the committee right in the first meeting.

I would have never changed, if not for joinin TPSU last year as a sub-comm. I was known as ..., ..., ... People gave me the very "hurtful" look. It was very bad, very bad. But hey, if not for the Union...I wouldn't have changed into the better me. I juz wanna return the favour...cos' I know, n' I could see from the freshies n' sub-comm applicants, there are many who resemble the ex-yaoming. I could see the old me in them, I could feel the obstracizing n' outcasting that they are facin'. I see it as my job and duty to guide them, to nurture them, n' teach them.

At least I know I hve changed for the better, but not good enough. At least some poeple have changed their perception of me, cos' I smile more, n' I interact more than before. A plea for justice though, I am really, really a sincere, kind, n' friendly person... But I shy la......that's something that's stoppin me frm being more approachable.

the ball bounced @ 8/11/2005 11:29:00 PM