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Catch me if u can~
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
It sucks when people dun understand. It sucks when they dun accomodate. It sucks when they condemn u. Life just sucks. Or so it seems. I nva really stepped in their shoes and thought for a moment. I nva tried to communicate with them. I nva tried to gather feedback and timely updates from them. I kept using the word "busy" as an excuse. But the truth is really so. It's my commitment, it's my drive, it's my passion. Perhaps that's the way I see things. On the surface, I may look like I have neglected, but inside, I nva really tried to shirk my responsibilities.
What's wrong with me? Can tok to her, I didn't. Could hav pushed my work aside for that one second n' said "Hi". But did I even try? Busy is a fact, but used too many times, it becomes an excuse, a portal, s hortcut, to escape from reality. It hurts when all I can do admist my being busy, is to just look at her n' not do anything. Gosh...I am so so so so so so sad... Sobz~Sobz~
Guess I've still got lots more to work on......
the ball bounced @ 8/23/2005 10:47:00 PM
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