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Catch me if u can~
Friday, August 05, 2005
I'm no different from a Cirque De So Le performer, in that I have to juggle studies, school, projects, SU n' my personal life. I'm a very busy person. I have little time to blog. So, I'll just keep it short and simple......
3 Aug was a special day for me. This was my very first step. The planning was long, the preparation longer. However, the execution was short, not enough time for me to truly be myself. I can't believe my legs were trembling as soon as I got the job done!~ I mean.. I have felt my heartbeat thumping incredibly faster before.. but to have both legs trembling, this was the very first time actually!~ A new photo for my keepsake, hurray!~Ironically, the hints I needed for gift ideas was always right in front of me, so it's true that human tend to pay attention to what's ahead than what's actually smiling at them right in their faces.
Now that I have made my first move...how about step 2???~
Today was ESC AGM. Had a small chat with Terence n' Sahf after the refreshments. Discussed abt life, commitments n' jokes. Then while waiting at the bus stop, heard some words of advice from Sahf himself. "Eccentric, weird, strange", everyone's said the same thing to me before, n' I keep hearing it repetitively, coz' I juz won't change. Am I really such a status quo kinda person??~ "Formal introduction is not always the best way, perhaps u could try to just interrupt n' joke ard." Honesty, shows more sincerity, rather than trying to pretend to hook up with others. Frankly speaking, I feel it's more of the 3Hs--Honesty, Humility, Harmony.
Now that I have made my first move...how about step 2???~
How long must I wait before I am ready to commence on step 2???~
How much more sorrow, agony and silence must I endure before I get to know the answer???~
the ball bounced @ 8/05/2005 12:57:00 AM
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