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Catch me if u can~
Monday, August 08, 2005
I dun think dere will ever be a step 2... It's juz not gonna happen... Impossible... Unless I am prepared to bear the rejection, insult, n' hurt tt's coming my way... Until then, things will be as it is... my efforts all went down the drain...flushed to the sewage...discharged to the sea... It's sad, discouraging, demoralizing, n' not motivating at all... But tt's juz life...It's the way of life... Not everything will go my way... Not forever...
But then again... if I can mentally and emotionally prepare myself for it... I am willing to take on this challenge... Even if it's gonna be a one-way no-return thinggie... I juz gonna work hard for it... I am hesitant...what can I do?? First thing first...change, chage, change,... gotta change the way I tok to pple, gotta change the way I potray myself in front of others...gotta rectify the way I interact with pple... People, people, people, it's all about people.
How can I ever be so sure that she is really who I want to be with? How can I be so sure of that? Only time will tell...
Advices please, my frens...~
the ball bounced @ 8/08/2005 08:29:00 PM
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