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Catch me if u can~
Monday, March 28, 2005
A boring monday. A lazy monday. A tiring monday. A procrastinating monday. A promise-breaking monday. An unloyal monday. A monday for no beginnings.
Holidays, nothing but stay at home and rot. Better this way, rot today, decompose tomorrow, n' biodegrade for a few days. So many things need to be done, yet much left undone, how to prepare myself for saturday to hav fun??
20 years old soon. Still irresponsible, still immature, still so stubborn, still so childish, still so shy, still such a coward. Gosh, when will I ever grow to be more sensible??
Comparing myself to others, I feel so different. Why can't I feel indifferent even for just one day? People are doing so well? But look at me......
There's so much I wanna do. I wanna learn cycling. I wanna learn rollerblading. I wanna learn many many new sports. I have the time, I have the resources, so what is pulling me back? My friends, where are you people? Who are my true friends? Who are my buddies? Who really comes to my aid when I need them? Searching myself, I've been watching, I've been waiting.
Meaningful post? Meaningless post?
For you guys to judge. For you guys to decide.
the ball bounced @ 3/28/2005 09:27:00 PM
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